And he arose, and came to his father. But when he was yet a great way off, his father saw him, and had compassion, and ran, and fell on his neck, and kissed him Luke 15:20
The young man had asked for his inheritance early, which was as good as saying he wished his father were already dead. He took the money to a far country and spent all of it. When famine came he ended up feeding pigs, hungry enough to want their food. At last he came to himself and started home, rehearsing a speech: “I am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants.”
He expected to have to earn his way back. He planned to stand at a distance, confess, and ask for a servant’s place. He thought his father’s love was something he had lost and might, with enough humility and hard work, slowly win back.
Jesus tells us the father saw him “when he was yet a great way off.” So the father had been watching the road. Before the son said a single word of his speech, the father was moved with compassion and ran to him. In that culture a dignified older man did not run, but this father ran anyway. He threw his arms around his son’s neck and kissed him while he was still dirty from the pigs. The confession came afterwards, and it was never allowed to finish. The father was already calling for the robe, the ring and the shoes.
This is the heart of the gospel. God’s love is not a reward we get at the end of our repentance; it is what draws us home in the first place. Ellen White puts it beautifully: “The Father loves us, not because of the great propitiation, but He provided the propitiation because He loves us” Steps to Christ, p. 13. The cross did not persuade God to love us. It shows how much He already did.
Many sincere believers still live like the son on the road, rehearsing speeches and hoping to be accepted as servants. They pray as though God has to be talked into kindness. But the Father is not standing at the door with folded arms. He is already running toward us with open arms.
Growing in grace begins here: believing that we are loved before we are worthy, and coming home not to earn a place, but to receive the one the Father has kept for us all along.