.....heal

Is this the way you are coping with your hurts?

Are you allowing your hurts to turn into hates?

If so, ask yourself: Is it working? Has your hatred done you any good?

Has your resentment brought you any relief, any peace? Has it granted you any joy?

Let’s say you get even. Let’s say you get him back. Let’s say she gets what she deserves.

Let’s say your fantasy of fury runs its ferocious course and you return all your pain with interest.

Imagine yourself standing over the corpse of the one you have hated. Will you now be free?

The writer of the following letter thought she would be. 

She thought her revenge would bring release. But she learned otherwise.

"I caught my husband with another woman. He swore it would never happen again. He begged me to forgive him, but I could not — would not. I was so bitter and so incapable of swallowing my pride that I could think of nothing but revenge. I was going to make him pay and pay dearly. I’d have my pound of flesh

I filed for divorce, even though my children begged me not to.  Even after the divorce, my husband tried for two years to win me back. I refused to have anything to do with him. He had struck first; now I was striking back. All I wanted was to make him pay.

Finally he gave up and married a lovely young widow with a couple of small children. He began rebuilding his life — without me. I see them occasionally, and he looks so happy. They all do. And here I am — a lonely, old, miserable woman who allowed her selfish pride and foolish stubbornness to ruin her life."

Unfaithfulness is wrong. It is sin!  It is devestating!!!  It is painful!

Revenge is bad. But the worst part of all is that, without forgiveness, bitterness is all that is left.

The state of your heart dictates whether you harbor a grudge or give grace, seek self-pity or seek Christ, drink human misery or taste God’s mercy. No wonder, then, the wise man pleads, “Above all else, guard your heart.” Proverbs 4:23

David’s prayer should be ours: “Create in me a pure heart, O God.” Psalm 51:10

- adapted from max lucado