.....walk

In Matthew 14:25-31, Jesus is walking on the sea toward the boat to join the disciples.  The disciples seeing the form on the water begin to panic, thinking that they were seeing a spirit. Jesus calls out, calming their fears. Peter, the impulsive one, asks Jesus to prove that it is really Him, by bidding him to come to Him. Peter steps out in faith to walk to Jesus.

Realizing what is happening, Peter is astounded that he’s walking on water. That's when he makes his mistake. He thinks of himself instead of keeping his eye on Jesus.

I see myself in this: I believe in Christ. Oh yes! I tell others of my faith. Oh yes! I even help others to trust in God, assuring them that God will help them, that He will see them through. Oh yes! And then: The devil comes along and says, "Who are you to tell others to walk on water? LOOK! You're sinking." And THAT'S when I begin to sink. Of course I can't walk on water. Who can? Only Christ!

"Feed your faith and your doubts will starve to death." I don't know who said this, but it is so true. FAITH and FEAR cannot live together. It’s impossible.

Peter did great while he kept his eyes on Jesus. But when he saw the waves, he panicked. The waves began to swallow him. He was sure he was a "gonner!"

I tell myself: Whatever my waves are today, and however high they roll, I will keep my eyes on Jesus.

When Peter saw the waves and started to sink, He called out to Jesus. That was his redemption. Even though he took his eyes off Christ and began to sink, he renewed his faith by calling out to the Lord. He put his faith once again in the One whom he knew could save him.

Christ was there, ready to help. Would He have saved Peter if Peter had not called out? I am sure He would have. But I am so glad Matthew recorded this story this way. God wants US to call on Him.

Today when Christ bids me to come to Him, I will walk by faith. Today when FEAR knocks on my door, I am sending FAITH to answer. I hope you do, too.

- helen dowd